Its been almost two years since I wrote this about and its time to make some changes!
Welcome to MoodyMommi where I
take you through the multiple moods associated with motherhood; at least MY experience of motherhood anyway, and all the other facets of my life (there are MANY)!!! I have been married for 8 years and have 2 year old twin girls (determined to be polar opposites) and a five-year old girl (diva is too mild a word for that one) and am often looking for a ledge from which to jump *que melodramatic music*. randomly post shit when time permits. I am busy as fuck attempting to get my doctorate, take care of three girls and keep them relatively groomed (i DETEST combing damn hair), and navigate the pitfalls of a marriage on the rocks. Sometimes I want to jump the fuck off a bridge!!
I drink LOTTTSSS of wine to prevent said jumping (just look at my pic).
Life has been a mixed bag of nuts. I dont really like nuts, so yeah…
The point of this blog is to express myself in a non-violent way. It is my outlet to prevent me from punching randoms in their face. I have not been able to keep up with this blog the way I wanted but I will never give it up, because in my darkest hour I was able to write out a lot of venom and the occasional joke. This place is my peace. Plus I like to write poetry so I figured I would share some of that here too.
By the way, don’t steal my shit UMMKAAYYYY???
The journey from single woman, to wife, to mom has been extremely emotional and tumultuous and some what schizophrenic!!!!
I often document my journey through poetry so please enjoy some of the original pieces sprinkled throughout this blog. If you happen to copy my poems for some*coughcough* unauthorized *cough* use PLEASE give a mommi some credit thanx!!! :-D
*psssttt hey* all my work is copywritten, Im just saying! Oh and all pics were taken from google images with noted exceptions!
Oh and let me do this before I forget!!!!
I figured I should do a PSA before someone comes on here and tells me I’m an ungrateful
so and so...ASSHOLE!
I know I am blessed! I know that my circumstances are better than most. HOWEVER, that does not negate my thoughts, my feelings, or my mood swings. I am just willing to admit to indulging in some less than positive moments as I work through them to find a place of peace. You will witness many emotions, many moods and lots of issues!! Ranging from my struggle with body image, my lack of fulfillment at work, my love for my children, struggles with marriage and numerous other things
to keep me glued to my keyboard. The mood of my posts will vary widely and quickly!!! Bear with me and hopefully you will witness the pe ndulum begin to find its center but as for NOW, its swinging like crazy!!! that make me question my own strength and thank God for blessing me with it even as I question the reason for it.
I have learned a lot in the last year and a half and I will work harder to share that with you all!! Thanks for sticking around!