When I Need To Erase Reality…


The season of death,

Winter is when the blanket of white eclipses all that was impure,
burying demons beneath the snow allowing me time to contemplate their being
before the ice caps melt and they show their faces once again.

Winter is the pause in my existence,
the board is white washed, leaving nothingness in its wake.
It is blank, staring me in the face with its emptiness,
a place of endless possibilities and minefields of disappointment.

I breathe in the icy stillness and exhale dreams of spring.
The flowers await their renewal underneath the the hard packed snow.
I whisper my fears as my breath makes fog before my face.

I live in the the nothingness that lingers between the seasons of death and rebirth.
The starkness confuses me,
blindly I walk in the direction my heart sends me.
I yearn for direction.
I blaze a path in the virgin snow.

The flakes blot out space and time.
I am in limbo
Freeze frame
Nothing moves
It is just me with a trail of foot prints
The only proof that I am here
The isolation soothes as it terrifies

The stillness is tranquil
Peace envelops me
Blotting out necessity
When I need to erase reality
I dream of

This poem © MoodyMommi Published Jan 3, 2013

What say you??

17 thoughts on “W.I.N.T.E.R.

      • Both. Winter is a time of renewal. It’s cool crispness seems to take away the world if you catch it in the right spot. Whenever I need to clear my head, I picture my Grandma’s field covered in snow. The setting is so quiet and serene. Surreal. This post brought that all back to me.

        It’s also some bleak shit. But with an aftertaste of tranquility and happiness.
        At least for me…

    • Thank you!! That tends to be how my work turns out when im feeling some type of way. I’m happy sometimes too, I promise :-D
      Thank you for taking the time to comment!

  1. I am going to go ahead and save this post for my sister for their study project for school. This is a beautiful site by the way. Where did you pick up the template for this web page?

    • WordPress provides themes, at the very bottom of the page you can see what theme I chose. All pics and headers are my choosing. And that’s awesome that you are going to share my work, that means a bunch!! I appreciate your support and thank you for taking the time to comment!

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